I’m a winner!!!! x’s 2!!!!

Whooo hoooo!!!!!! I NEVER EVER win anything!!! I won the defeat the treats challange and the Survivor cardio challange!!! Go me!!!! AND I lost -2lbs, -7 inches, and 3.14% of bodyfat!!!! (<— no offence Michelle and MJ but those numbers are way better than just being a winner!)

I feel great about my wins, but not so great in general… I have ALOT of stress on me right now (who doesn’t though?) And instead of working out like I should be doing right now I’m sitting here blogging and playing a stupid online game that I’m becoming addicted too (lol I’m a nerd like that!) Anyways…. it could be worse I could be sitting here shoving food in my face while I play… OH WAIT A MINUTE!!!! I already did that once today… ohhh yeah….. I was BAD! And I’m not talking like I snuck a cookie kinda bad, I’m talking like 6 or 7 cookies lol! I was at work, and we had a sales rep bring in a tray of cookies (damn him!!!!) and I kinda just binged until my belly hurt. Why?? I have no idea why I did that… I’m sure there is some deep psychological reasoning behind that, but I can’t for the life of me figure it out! I mean I was on such a roll (and ya I know, a couple cookies won’t make me gain back the 40+ lbs I’ve already lost…. but still!) What was I thinking?

Well… it’s done and it’s over with and tomorrow will be another day, another day for me to make smart choices… let’s just hope I make the right ones!

Ohhhh and I decided to update my ticker with my starting weight, not just the weight I was when I started buddy slim… I think I needed that reminder of how far I’ve come!

3 Comments so far

  1. surreal @ January 13th, 2009

    Hey Girl :D Sometimes I find that when we’ve done really well…we kind of subconciously (I know…BAD spelling) tell ourselves it’s ok :o . It’s like…”I’ve done so well this week…1 or 2 won’t hurt!”…Then…before you know it…it’s 6! I find myself…I do my BEST when I’m not feeling so good about myself. Sounds strange but hey…none said I was normal!! ;) Oh…and as for the numbers? You’re right…that does look better!!! I just didn’t have the time to post everyone’s results when I did that :( …My bad hun! :D

  2. lissykeeper @ January 13th, 2009

    Congrats on the Wins!!! Maybe you will be like my hubby. He say’s he has to cheat once a week to keep his body from revoluting. And he normally loses weight right after cheating tooo! I wish my body worked like that(sigh)

  3. Jennifer @ January 24th, 2009

    Congratulations on the win and also your positive attitude. I know for myself it is time to get to it and see the progress. Have a good one. :)

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